I must say, the excerpt was both funny and disturbing
all at the same time and I’m on the fence about whether or not I want to read it.
The reason being is because I can just see myself obsessing about trying to
avoid some of the not-so-good things that other mothers have confessed to doing
and then hating myself for ending up doing those same exact things anyway. Kind
of crazy thinking I suppose, but that’s just how I roll sometimes. The one
thing that I could see myself doing from the excerpt is taking Ryan to daycare
at the gym and then heading off to surf the Internet instead of actually
working out. However, since I really enjoy working out, I’ve actually used the
daycare like it’s intended, especially at the YMCA, which I’ve talked about
before. I love working out and being able to have someone to watch him for an
hour or so has been awesome! Thanks again ladies! One thing from the excerpt
that I couldn’t see myself doing is trying to get sick at 6 pm so I have an
excuse to go to bed. How stupid is that? Getting sick sucks and to try to do it
on purpose just sounds lame.
Anyway, books and reading aside, I want to
talk quick about going back to work. It’s been interesting to say the least and
I’m surprised by how much I really don’t want to be at work. I honestly thought
it would have been a lot easier than it has been. I really miss being with Ryan
and just chilling together during the day. I’m just hoping that things will be
better next week and that I won’t be so down about it. It just gets me how much
he changes from the time that I leave him in the morning to the time that I see
him at night. It’s not a long time, but long enough. I hope I don’t miss
anything when I’m not around him, like more smiling or his first words, that
would make me even more sad. At least the weekend is here and me, Ryan and Dave
get to have a good time together! So, I’m
going to stop writing now and go enjoy it. I hope you enjoy your weekend too!
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